Russian Roulette.

''Take a breath, take it deep. Calm yourself, he says to me. If you play, you play for keeps. Take a gun, and count to three. I'm sweating now, moving slow... No time to think, my turn to go. And you can see my heart beating, you can see it through my chest. Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving... I know that I must pass this test. So just pull the trigger. Saya prayer to yourself. He said close your eyes, sometimes it helps. And then I get a scary thought that he's here mean he's never lost. As my life flashes before my eyes, I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise? So many won't get the chance to say goodbye but it's too late too pick up the value of my life. And you can see my heart beating.''